It's hard to wrap your mind around the loss of a loved one at any time.
It's especially hard to feel sorry for yourself when twenty families will be spending Christmas without their children.
I swore I wouldn't mention the tragedy anywhere online. I wouldn't mention it because that just adds to the chatter.
But I lost my grandma last Friday night. I am so so sad. I am so tired. She was one of my best friends.
The url to this website is Darling Companion instead of Sugar Britches. Two different pet names with a lot of significance. She called me both of those when I was a child.
I wrote this post a few years ago about her and my mother. It really is all I can say.